My Journey with Grief

Entry 006

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The truth is, I’m just jealous—jealous that she was there with her, sharing her feelings, her tears, and her laughter. I love Mum’s laughter—it comes straight from her heart (my...

Entry 006

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The truth is, I’m just jealous—jealous that she was there with her, sharing her feelings, her tears, and her laughter. I love Mum’s laughter—it comes straight from her heart (my...

Entry 005

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Chemo is something I’d never wish on anyone, yet I asked my mum to go through it. The first time, she faced it with so much heart and hope. She...

Entry 005

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Chemo is something I’d never wish on anyone, yet I asked my mum to go through it. The first time, she faced it with so much heart and hope. She...

Entry 004

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“I don’t have much knowledge of grief, so this massive darkness makes me small.” — Rilke Mum is our first love, our first relationship. She loves us even before we...

Entry 004

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“I don’t have much knowledge of grief, so this massive darkness makes me small.” — Rilke Mum is our first love, our first relationship. She loves us even before we...

Entry 003

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These three years destroyed all of us. We rebuilt ourselves, only for it to fall apart again. It’s an endless journey—one that ends someday. After her surgery, she started chemotherapy....

Entry 003

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These three years destroyed all of us. We rebuilt ourselves, only for it to fall apart again. It’s an endless journey—one that ends someday. After her surgery, she started chemotherapy....

Entry 002

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This is how it all started—she called and announced it like it was nothing, as if she just had the flu. But it wasn’t. It was stage 3 ovarian cancer....

Entry 002

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This is how it all started—she called and announced it like it was nothing, as if she just had the flu. But it wasn’t. It was stage 3 ovarian cancer....

Entry 001

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I’m writing this for my own sake, hoping it might help me come to terms with the fact that I am losing my mum.

Entry 001

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I’m writing this for my own sake, hoping it might help me come to terms with the fact that I am losing my mum.